Randomocity

It's a little late, but I still wanted to get a few things out there.  I'm a little late in posting because I was very sick and couldn't bring myself to type everything out that I wanted to express.  There have been some changes in the situation and some of the things have been good changes, but there are some areas that have not really changed.  Not exactly "good changes" that make you feel good about yourself, but changes that are difficult and painful to some. I labeled this week "Forgiveness is Tough" because there has been a lack of forgiveness that has been plaguing me and my family.  I personally have been recently flogged with the knowledge that I have not been trusted or forgiven by my brother since 3rd grade, and it truly and deeply hurt my heart that no matter what I said or did after that was enough to redeem myself.  I also got to thinking if there was anyone that I had not forgiven, and the first person I thought of was my mom.  For o

   I'm not sure how I didn't think of this before, but I figured that it's been long enough that no one really pays attention to this blog anymore.  My blog is plain and boring and I don't have the time or energy to really make it look as wonderful as some because of my college schedule.  Anyway I'm writing this because I've had a bit of a traumatic experience happening in my life right now, and I guess this is a way that I can keep everyone involved updated about how I'm doing without breaking any rules.     I recently had to take a step back from my boyfriend and my brother because my brother felt that my boyfriend wasn't the one for me.  On this occasion I won't go into the details about how or why this had to happen, instead I'll just give a highlight.  My brother thinks my boyfriend is bad for me because of some things that he has heard from his girlfriend, and because I was stuck fast in the middle between my boyfriend and my brother